nothingspecial

26-27 mai 2012

Ma ridic de jos dimineata

Ca pe un muc de tigara

Cand n-am niciun ban

Cu fericire si rusine cumva

 

Casa te mustreaza

 

Te primeste

Cu tacerea dojenitoare

A mamei, dimineata

Care deschide usa unicei fiice

Pierduta prin baruri

 

Camera asta de 20 mp

Si o bucatarie mica

Un aragaz si un ceainic

Ce lux

 

Tacerea dintre noi e adanca azi

Si mi-e rusine sa pun muzica

In laptop

*

 

Puterea se aduna in vene

Creste ca fetusul

In burta mamei

Inevitabil

Ca fetusul creste fara oprire

In burta mamei alcoolice

Se naste intr-o toaleta in

gara

Buna dimineata

Nu-mi pasa

Am chestii de rezolvat

 

Forta cu care

Universul se extinde

Incapatanarea cu care

Da viata

To anything it meets on the way

 

Forta aia

Fara de ego

Forta care nu se intreaba

– DAR OARE DE CE

NU-MI RASPUNDE

LA SMS

 

*

 

My heart is silenced

The living texture solidifies

With every act of betrayal

 

Every extra bite of bread

After hunger ends

 

Every time I call him

When love is gone

Drawing it back

 

Like

Fitting the seed back inside

the grape I had eaten

Last week

 

As if to say,

How dare you vanish?

In their heart it lives longer

 

This is the love of the mind

Tearing and ripping

the slower currents inside

 

My heart knows no fixed portion

And does not care how much I paid

 

 

I dwell into you again

Cut through this thick solid layer inside

Don’t stop until you reach

 

 

the living texture

Flowing again

Healing the pain

 

*

Momentul cand intelegi

prima data

 

Placerea iti umple venele

Cand te uiti la viata

Ca la harta orasului in care

Ai crescut

 

Cand vorbesti in aceeasi limba

Cu raurile line dinauntru

– gasesti cuvintele

Care inca nu exista

 

Respiri in acelasi ritm

Fara sa incerci

– Pur si simplu

Cu masa pulsanta de viata

Dinauntru

 

Placerea calda

De a o atinge

Fara teama

ca o sa dispara

simti pulsatia

 

ii auzi glasul

si il distingi de celelalte

cum il distingi pe tata

Dupa sunetul pasilor, prin casa

 

Intelegi mecanismul

 

Senzatia minunata

Cand te recunosti in oglinda

Pentru prima data

 

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I don’t want to watch you in the eyes

– Only ahead

The rhythm of our breathing

Will hold us together

 

So close

That I forget

You walk beside me

 

And only your perfume

When the wind blows swiftly

Will tell me that we’re two

 

I’ll shiver every time

with revelation

 

 

 

Don’t give me your hand

just one handle

Of your heavy bag

With groceries

On a moist summer afternoon

 

 

And when I stop to rest

My swollen hands

Walk on and have no fear

 

The slow movement of the heart

Will bring me by your side

Again

As I had never left

 

As I am always here

*

Tot mai adanc

Pana ajung la frecventa

Frecventa in care curge dunarea

in care vine vara

Cu incapatanare

An de an

 

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