26-27 mai 2012
Ma ridic de jos dimineata
Ca pe un muc de tigara
Cand n-am niciun ban
Cu fericire si rusine cumva
Casa te mustreaza
Te primeste
Cu tacerea dojenitoare
A mamei, dimineata
Care deschide usa unicei fiice
Pierduta prin baruri
Camera asta de 20 mp
Si o bucatarie mica
Un aragaz si un ceainic
Ce lux
Tacerea dintre noi e adanca azi
Si mi-e rusine sa pun muzica
In laptop
*
Puterea se aduna in vene
Creste ca fetusul
In burta mamei
Inevitabil
Ca fetusul creste fara oprire
In burta mamei alcoolice
Se naste intr-o toaleta in
gara
Buna dimineata
Nu-mi pasa
Am chestii de rezolvat
Forta cu care
Universul se extinde
Incapatanarea cu care
Da viata
To anything it meets on the way
Forta aia
Fara de ego
Forta care nu se intreaba
– DAR OARE DE CE
NU-MI RASPUNDE
LA SMS
*
My heart is silenced
The living texture solidifies
With every act of betrayal
Every extra bite of bread
After hunger ends
Every time I call him
When love is gone
Drawing it back
Like
Fitting the seed back inside
the grape I had eaten
Last week
As if to say,
How dare you vanish?
In their heart it lives longer
This is the love of the mind
Tearing and ripping
the slower currents inside
My heart knows no fixed portion
And does not care how much I paid
I dwell into you again
Cut through this thick solid layer inside
Don’t stop until you reach
the living texture
Flowing again
Healing the pain
*
Momentul cand intelegi
prima data
Placerea iti umple venele
Cand te uiti la viata
Ca la harta orasului in care
Ai crescut
Cand vorbesti in aceeasi limba
Cu raurile line dinauntru
– gasesti cuvintele
Care inca nu exista
Respiri in acelasi ritm
Fara sa incerci
– Pur si simplu
Cu masa pulsanta de viata
Dinauntru
Placerea calda
De a o atinge
Fara teama
ca o sa dispara
simti pulsatia
ii auzi glasul
si il distingi de celelalte
cum il distingi pe tata
Dupa sunetul pasilor, prin casa
Intelegi mecanismul
Senzatia minunata
Cand te recunosti in oglinda
Pentru prima data
*
I don’t want to watch you in the eyes
– Only ahead
The rhythm of our breathing
Will hold us together
So close
That I forget
You walk beside me
And only your perfume
When the wind blows swiftly
Will tell me that we’re two
I’ll shiver every time
with revelation
Don’t give me your hand
just one handle
Of your heavy bag
With groceries
On a moist summer afternoon
And when I stop to rest
My swollen hands
Walk on and have no fear
The slow movement of the heart
Will bring me by your side
Again
As I had never left
As I am always here
*
Tot mai adanc
Pana ajung la frecventa
Frecventa in care curge dunarea
in care vine vara
Cu incapatanare
An de an
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human zone 